Visiting Orphans Chenzhou 2010, 2011, & 2012 Trip Blog
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Monday, July 16, 2012
I'm Not Ready to Say Goodbye
I'm just not ready to leave Chenzhou tomorrow.
It's hard to believe that I will have to have all my goodbyes said in less than 24 hours.
I don't want to do it.
I'm not ready to say goodbye to the crazy driving in Chenzhou and the experiences we have simply trying to cross the street.
I'm not ready to say goodbye to the hard bed that I have slept on for the past week…well that is except for the 2 nights I slept on the floor in Megan and Charlie's room.
I'm not ready to say goodbye to the steamed bread at every meal.
I'm not ready to say goodbye to our guide, Fawn.
I'm not ready to say goodbye to my team in just a few short days.
And most importantly, I'm not ready to say goodbye to the nannies and kids…AT ALL.
I want to take a quick vacation back in America for 2 weeks and then transport myself back to Chenzhou.
I have grown to love these kids so much over the past 3 years and I can't believe that it is time for another goodbye tomorrow.
I am going to miss every single one of them dearly.
But I am especially going to miss…
Li You,
Mr. Ren,
Ms. Wang,
Liz (one of the baby nannies),
Ray's sweet kisses,
John's giggles,
Emmy's sweet smiles (she just came the night before last…I will write more later about her, too tired now),
Xing Xing's laughs as she bounces on her horse,
Collin's hugs…
Ok, I could go on and on, I am going to miss every single one of them.
Tomorrow is going to be tough.
Today was tough just thinking about it.
I'm glad we at least get to have a party with them tomorrow from 3-4 and we have some songs for them & they have some for us.
That will be exciting and hopefully cheer us up a little bit.
Regardless, tomorrow will have lots of tears, I'm sure…but hopefully it's just a temporary goodbye and more of a see you later.
I am going to start saving money now for next year, because I truly can't imagine not coming back to see them again.
Please pray for us tomorrow as we say goodbye to some amazing kids and nannies that we have all grown to love so much.
xoxo,
Lys
Sunday, July 15, 2012
This is the day that never ends...
Good night everyone!
Saturday, July 14, 2012
Home
No, I'm not home yet…but I kind of wish I was.
I miss my family.
I miss my friends.
I miss my bed.
I miss familiar things.
I miss American food…especially Chick Fil A.
But I feel so guilty for missing these things.
These kids don't have a family.
They don't have a mom or a dad or a soft bed to sleep in at night.
They only have each other and the nannies (which are amazing but it obviously just isn't the same).
Their crazy survival of the fittest…or meanest…is what they are familiar with and is all they know.
So yeah, I miss home lots but I know when I'm home I'll miss these kids even more.
I long and wish and pray that one day they will all have forever families…
But until then I will cherish the days I have with them and be one of the closest things they have to a family.
So when it comes down to it, home is great and I would be lying if I said I didn't miss it…but I truly feel guilty because I am so incredibly blessed.
Please pray for us as we are now over half way through our trip and only have 3 more days with the kids.
Also please continue to pray for Amy that she will feel better. She wasn't feeling well the past 2 days so pray that she fully recovers & please pray that the rest of us stay healthy and safe as well.
We are going to a Chinese church this morning with Li You. She volunteered to take us to it even thought she has never been before. Please pray that it goes well…I don't know if we'll understand anything because it will probably be in Chinese but it will definitely be fascinating to see & maybe it will open some doors for us to talk more to the nannies.
Will update later and let you know how our day went and try to post a few pictures! xoxo
Thursday, July 12, 2012
Survival of the Fittest
Shannon and I were talking about this earlier while we were in the older kids' room…it truly is survival of the fittest at the orphanage a lot of time; not all of the time and with all of them, but a lot of the time it is. There are about 15-17 of them and they all have to fight for the attention, nothing stands in their way, including each other.
It's so sad to see how a lot of them act toward each other and toward us.
They hit.
They slap.
They are bruised and cut and scraped.
And they just laugh at it if they hurt one another.
I know they just want attention, but it breaks my heart how they think they have to act.
I respect the nannies so, so much.
Obviously I could sit there and think about so many things I could fix and change to make it better for the kids, but they already have so much to put up with.
I do wish they would at least try to teach them that they don't need to hit and fight but I guess the kids need to in their minds to get the attention that they so desperately want.
When 11:30 comes around we are all just so exhausted and tired and ready to leave.
We just need a break.
We're exhausted and tired.
But the nannies don't get a break. Ever.
Don't get me wrong, we all LOVE the kids so much, but it is truly exhausting to be in charge of so many hyper kids for 3 ½ hours.
My respect for the nannies increases more and more everyday.
With that being said, the break in the middle of our day is a great way for us to settle down and then we get to spend time with the babies in the afternoon. Our day is always enjoyable and something new happens everyday. It's always an adventure.